Another Tale Left in the Gutter

Hello people. I’m back, been busy with college (pre-registration and all that shit) and well, apparently dumber than ever. Gee, I wanna quit school and bum around. I wanna get out of UP, even though it’s so fun being a UP student. I think I’m gonna fail this semester. I really do think so.

I still haven’t found a topic for my third and final paper for AH1. It has to be a socio-political issue. I have no fucking idea what to write, dammit. Then there’s the book review for AH7. (Book I’m reviewing-American Gods by Neil Gaiman).

AGH.

Next week: finals for MST4/STS (AHHHH THE HORROR I’M FAILING IN THAT FUCKING CLASS) and Jap10. Submission for AH1 Final Paper (complete with an outline and a bibiliography if used did some research) and two movie reviews for SSP2 (choose: Alexander the Great, The King and I or Gandhi).

The week after that: Finals for AH1, AH7 and SSP2.

I’m dropping my PE, btw. I haven’t attended a single class in the past weeks. So yeah, lots of absences.

Hate to sound really depressed and stuff (I’m actually fine after my last post) but I really, really wanna get out of UP Mindanao. I can’t think straight, I’m pressured with all these assignments and readings and shit. I AM NOT READY FOR COLLEGE.

At the moment, I wanna cry. This isn’t right.

I AM DEPRESSED TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL. I WANNA DROP OUT OF UP LIKE, NOW!!!!!

YATTA!!!!

Speaking Skill Test in Jap10 is finally over (well, in my case, that is) and I got a bleedin’ 18.5 over 20.

Damn, I suck.

Watashi wa MST 4 wo benkyou shimasen. Dosute? Dakara, watashi wa MST 4 o KIRAI desu ne. WAHAHAHAHA.

I speak japanese like an idiot.

Taihen desu ne……

Hey, I think I might like posting here. So, this is me and my utterly boring life-boring due to the sad fact that I am not interested in many things…anymore. Whatever.

So, a certain person-I shall hide her in the name of Sakura-hime-san-has decided to join a sorority. Which, I believe, to be a really fucking crazy decision. I mean, even her best friend thought so too. It’s not that I don’t want her to join, hell it’s her decision after all, but the thing is, she’s crazy. Her dad’s dead, her mom is high blood, she’s from a Catholic friggin school. I’ve always thought she that she was a good girl.

Heh, this is pretty stupid and too emo-ish anyway. BAH.

But if her best friend (who’s actually a sis, gasp!) says that she’s going to force Sakura-hime-san to quit, I pray that you succeed.

Today, I ate durian for the first time, despite the fact that I’ve always thought of it as foul-smelling. Then again, it doesn’t smell like Hell and Hell’s worse than that. Whatever.
Also had dinner with Pat and Puchie and Gelian. Which is a nice change because Grace is way too busy…with something. Will continue pre-registration tomorrow with Rinny and Puchie, maybe. I find their company enjoyable. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And I found out that it was Puchie who nominated me for Bloc Head. Her fault why I’m assistant bloc head. ACK.

How’s everyone?

I’m feeling much better now. All thanks to photoshop and porn.

Yo, i’m feeling better. although i’m still avoiding people…save for my online friends. Whatever. My photoshop and slash fanfiction make me feel better. oh yes. anyways, i checked out my friends page over at my livejournal’s friends page, and voting for clamp_i was just posted. heh, interesting piece of shit, my ass. i’m guessing i’ll get second place or third for kaho (it’s number 1). crazy fucking newbies.

For some strange and unknown reason, I’m feeling quite…er, depressed
lately. This just started this week. Ugh. I don’t seem to mingle with
people anymore. I’m always by myself. Plus the fact that I’m going to
fail my PE due to the fact that I started not attending my class and
failing MST4 because I’m a dumb. Hell, I’m sort of a psychological
mess. I shouldn’t have studied in UP in the first place. Curses.

Fuck, I wanna quit UP right now. I’m not sick but I am NOT FEELING WELL. FUCK. I need anti-depressants.

This is not helping me at all. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.