Another Tale Left in the Gutter

Today, I ate durian for the first time, despite the fact that I’ve always thought of it as foul-smelling. Then again, it doesn’t smell like Hell and Hell’s worse than that. Whatever.
Also had dinner with Pat and Puchie and Gelian. Which is a nice change because Grace is way too busy…with something. Will continue pre-registration tomorrow with Rinny and Puchie, maybe. I find their company enjoyable. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

And I found out that it was Puchie who nominated me for Bloc Head. Her fault why I’m assistant bloc head. ACK.

How’s everyone?

I’m feeling much better now. All thanks to photoshop and porn.

Yo, i’m feeling better. although i’m still avoiding people…save for my online friends. Whatever. My photoshop and slash fanfiction make me feel better. oh yes. anyways, i checked out my friends page over at my livejournal’s friends page, and voting for clamp_i was just posted. heh, interesting piece of shit, my ass. i’m guessing i’ll get second place or third for kaho (it’s number 1). crazy fucking newbies.

For some strange and unknown reason, I’m feeling quite…er, depressed
lately. This just started this week. Ugh. I don’t seem to mingle with
people anymore. I’m always by myself. Plus the fact that I’m going to
fail my PE due to the fact that I started not attending my class and
failing MST4 because I’m a dumb. Hell, I’m sort of a psychological
mess. I shouldn’t have studied in UP in the first place. Curses.

Fuck, I wanna quit UP right now. I’m not sick but I am NOT FEELING WELL. FUCK. I need anti-depressants.

This is not helping me at all. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.

Midterms tomorrow for Jap and MST4. ARGH. Brain hemorrage.

….

This is a blog?

Livejournal is more fun.

hello, worms.

may we rot in purgatory.